Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Lonely Nights

My younger sis is over at PA(Police Academy) serving her NS...haha kidding she went for Inspector camp..which will last for about 3 and a half weeks..poor sis...hey amazingly she is surviving with all the pressure...I'm proud of her...she will only be back on the 16th Dec but too bad I'm already off to KL..Can't get to see her POP Passing out Parade with her Number 1 uniform...anw she already book-out last sat...and book - in back on sun.....next book-out day is this cuming thursday....haha....can't wait for her return....

all this while, i have been sleeping alone on my bed...thinking about lots of things...like what i wanted to get on my next pay...aiming for the mini levi's skirt....haha...guys can sum1 tell me if im waist size 29 or 26????haha...usually i wear 29 cos very comfortable but right now i cant wear those anymore too loose...too obscene...haha..i can juz pull it down n up without unbuckling....28 is still loose...for a skirt, i can make complete turns...n i can still remove it without unbuckling...27 is quite loose...but can still be managed...haha..can u imagine during sec sch days my aist size was only 25/26....haha now i should sae 26/27...haha cos of brudging tummy after this attacment..i shall have my original size 25/26...that means more exercise and tummy NO MORE...but i think waist too small with broad shoulder doesnt match...my hipster jeans are getting looser n looser by days....hmm...if i were to loose 5 inches at every section but not my bust n butt...i think my mummy n daddy will have no choice to get me new outfit...but th problem is d bone structure cant shrink...my hand n legs cant possibly shrink by 5 inches...not even 1 inch....sigh we can only loose the BABATS n cholestrol but not the bone structures....

anw....was over at a slimming centre to try out their tummy promotion...but they just gave me stare as if like they dun believe like i got layers of fats....seeing is believing...in the end i just walk away....they thinks that im super slim oready....excercises should help......

anw since mon Nurul my lil kussie slept my house to accompany me thru the nites...what a wonderful kussie....love ya alots...we chatted nightly till about nearly 2am.....lotsa stories to share....n we will get wilder when my sis is back from her camp....

i wonder when will i really be that skinny and be underweight back again???i just wanna be of height 160 n weight 45kg n waist size 24/25....now im 168 n weight 55kg...with waist size 26/27...damm fat lah me...i guess the fat contents in my body is ard 40%...see does flabby fats that i've got...seeing is believing.....

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