.: Sigh :.

Let me start of with something stupid.

I left my thumb drive in school.
-> I cant continue on my projects
-> I cant set the oral papers for my sec 3 and sec 2
-> I cant do anything without it

I went back to school to take back home my thumb drive but school was closed.

Wasted my trip there...

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I'm missing Jakarta very much.

An escape to Jakarta will be perfect.

I tell you puasa at Jakarta is so much fun.

Citizens there respected Ramadhan so much that you wouldn't I repeat WOULD NOT see any Muslims eating by the coffee shops.

Like what you see in the Indonesian movies, you will be awaken by the sounds they produce when they hit the like rebana type of musical instrument and they will sing "Sahur. Sahur." "Sahur. Sahur."

During this holy month, the Muslim will keep on reciting Al Quran. You can hear them recite especially when your hotel is near to the mosque.

I guess I will be flying there again...soon...this time round I'll ask my Indo cousins along. We shall meet at Jakarta.

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There's this urge in me to run away.

Leaving this hectic life.

I want to go somewhere far, where no one knows me and I've to start afresh.

When the event got nearer, I feel as if I'm not ready for it and like I'm forcing myself to it.

I cant say no because I cant bear to see the other party being hurt after all the sacrifices and preparations that have been made...

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Driving yesterday was awful.

I denotes Instructor
M denotes Me

I: Hey, 1 month you never drive all your skills you throw ah?
M: nolah...I only like need time to warm up mah.

I: Your lane changing no good, your reaction time also slow.
M: I fasting ma...so abit slow...

I: But you did better in your U-turn.
M: That's because when I'm with my bf, my bf don't know the road directions ma so we kept on doing U-turn

I: Eh why you fail for TP? Got immediate failure?
M: No immediate failure only that when the tester said "Don't argue with me if not I fail you." Then I replied "Fail fail lor I also don't care."
I: Aiya you...that means you got chance to pass but you hot temper ma. Did you appologize?
M: Why must I when I'm not in the wrong.


I: Next test you must learn to control your temper. Just appologize though it is not your mistake. Don't argue with him keep quite only.
M: I will try.

Yah next test in Oct. But my self-esteem isn't here anymore. Im not looking forward for it. I just don't want to get the same tester.