.: Oh oh :.

Yesterday was super tiring. 2 years ago I represented NYP. After that IVP, I thought i could DECLARE MY SELF AS A RETIRED HOCKEY PLAYER.

The urge of playing back again in the team is so strong. Of course, I ignored those advices from :

1. The Boyfriend
2. The parents
3. The Specialist
4. The therapist

I played for a newly established club but it wasn't hockey. It was FLOORBALL!!! Rules were about the same only that floorball is indoor games (excludes rain & sunlight) and your stick is plastic...there shouldn't be any dislocation of the body parts like what I went through for Hockey.

The boyfriend was super paranoid. He was so afraid of my condition. The running the aggresive trainings the hitting...Alhamdulilah...I guess i really need to improve my skills and stamina...last practice attended was on Jan 2006.

Of course during the training I had constant pain BUT I made myself believe that I can endure the pain and the pain is merely due to the lack of stamina. So I played for about 2 hours before I left to meet the boyfriend for dinner.

I suffered during the night. I can feel that my bone is aching the moment the fan was facing me. I t hurts alot, my movements were restricted. So i wrapped myself with my blanket to keep myself warm.

I really had a hard time moving around but I have to pushed myself to do the normal routine. I cant pamper myself and depend totally on medication.

So if you were to ask me if I'm going for the next training? I will be going...I love it...I will get used to it...And the tournament is just around the corner...

Looking forward for the next training...

*But my parents and boyfriend doesn't allow me to play*