.: is it a must? :.

I was listening to this song in my blog 'Tercipta Untukku'...

I am so confused.

Very indeed.

M. S. F. told me since i am going to f*****r **u*ies his plans(i will tell when the time is really here) will be pushed forward...expected time of completion is by 2010.

Anyway I made a new fren, his name is DHL. Y DHL? Simply because he's the courier man. Hmm...he's only 23 and married with one kid...as you know I am very KPO...I don't want to be labelled as "HUSBAND SNATCHER" cos...i felt the pain when sumone tried to steal away MSF..so I should refrain..lagipun tak baik...*ingat tu NATASHA & PEREMPUAN YANG SEWAKTU DENGAN DIA!*

DHL is not my cup of tea...he's an ex gangster with tattoos...though i did once say that I think guys with tattoos are cool...but it doesnt mean hes my type...he's trying hard to change...he wanna guide his family to the new era yet religious...all the best dude...we talk alot...but the other part is a lil sensitive...but still tak semestinya orang bertatoo tak boleh sembahyang pe...the thoughts that counts..you know selagi kita masih berpijak didunia ini kita masih lagi sempat bertaubat...and Im glad I've found MSF who has guided me alot...

To those readers who are married and reading my blog, can you assist me in these questions:

1. How do you know that you've met your dream guy?
2. How do you know that he's the guy that you wanna spent your entire life with?
3. How do you know if he's proposing you?
4. How do you say 'Yes' to that guy?
5. How do you get yourself prepared for the merisik session?

Its killing me softly...