.:: Changes ::.

Firstly, I never had thought that my old classics friends i mean my sec sch frens still remember me as TV BESAR. *Boo to myself* It was a damn old story. I mean how many of you will remember me as TV BESAR? Meaning that when someone says my name you will say "Oh, yg TV BESAR itu?" or vice versa? I find it cool yeah, after you all called me CARTOON and then TV BESAR, I feel as if I am a SUPER STAR. *SuperStar seh* At least you guys remember me for something, at least I've a trademark.

Any way to my dear sweet fren(YKWYA-You-Know-Who-You-Are) that I've never change. Maybe in terms of physically I do change. Mentally I did not. Honestly, like what I've told my Kakak-Kakak Ku, I've longed for the period where I can hug you like I used to. Its abit emotional here but I am letting it out so no offence. See I can't seems to relate why you suddenly drift apart from me. Probably there is something that you are keeping away from me or there is a mistake which i had indirectly offended you. I have no intentions to make full use of you nor fiza to fill those empty spaces. I love you all for who you are. I tend to ask myself and the sisters whats my mistake... if you never says it out, how would I know. I just cant believed it when I heard ppl saying that you claim to be discarded by me because of my boyfriend. I don't know how true this statement is, but I know you are not that type of girl who will say that type of sentence won't you? Basically, I am with my boyfriend for almost 4 years. Its an even time shares between friends, family and boyie. At times I might have to turn down your invitation simply due to we are in the midst of some family gathering, or I have some other plans which I have planned earlier. Its not like I never bother to go out with you, I did. There are so many things which ppl told me about what you said yet I tried to keep everything to myself. Knowing that our friendship is built longer and its based on trust and not jealousy, I fight for your right when people are trying to bad mouth you. But I never know this is how I am being treated. All good things need not necessarilly comes with good returns. With the sisters I learnt to appreciate myself and appreciate friends as who they are. You are wise enough to determine the next step.

Sorry no offence people.