Friday, June 02, 2006

..Cant picture Myself Without You..

I cant believe it...
the person I love for nearly 2.5years...
the person who have stood by me for 2.5 years...
the person whom i always cry on...fight with..wrestling with...get bullied from...
is finally going NS...
omg...I felt so super duper sad...
ITs Tekong and not POLICE...
And time is not on my side either...
Soon it Will be 7th July...and I have to bid goodbye to Faz...
No hugs,kisses,no late night calls for two weeks...


Yesterday, i met him...he handed me that piece of paper...he hug me tightly...i broke down immediately when i read it...i cant believe it myself...though i might look strong in the outside, like what Diy said im made of tissue inside...


For the next few weeks it will be strictly me n him only....I noe two weeks is fast...


Sigh...yesterday was splendid but i dunnoe why i felt so tired....though i was almost broke i had happily spent on jeans earings food and more food till im left with $10 bucks for the next fifteen days...shitty shit....initially i had $170...yes...ive made a big hole out of my pocket.....


Faz bought me a new bag..to add on to my bags collections...and i have asked my aunt to survey some Liz Clairborne bags in the US...their new arrivals which can hardly be found in Singapore...their clutch bags espeacially...haiz hope to hear from her soon...

Soon it will be shopping at beach road only...with Faz..shop for the army stuffs...no...luckily i have bought him a face towel....alarm clock...what else??? now i need to help him to be mentally prepare....physically i think he's very prepared...how do i help him to prepare mentally??

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