Monday, January 30, 2006

The Moment of Truth

Im very very hungry.Last meal was yesterday evening around 8pm.Had steamboat with my siblings..

At ard 4pm yesterday met Faz at Starbucks Marina square. We settled things up. Before he left his house, he called Natasha to warn her not to call me and disturb him again.He asked her to delete all our contacts.He made it clear that he doesnt want to be related to her anymore. Obviously, she msged me.

This was during my journey before i met Fazli....

Natasha: Patutla..Kau hantar semua msg yg aku hantar kau kat Fazli..so that he will think badly of me..too bad he knows who i am and who you are...I hope your relationship doesnt work with him..pity him for getting a gal like you...pity my fren [aha y msg me first?unsattisfied??]

MiSsY: Ok thanks. [haiz y is she so tense up??]

Natasha: Eh Betina, bile kau jumpa Fazli nanti Im not surprised if both of u didnt get back together.Cos you are not worth it. [isnt she rude to call me Betina,infact she is also one of them]

MiSsy: ok.[wateva, semua kehendak Illahi, kite merancang tuhan menentukan.It might not be me but might be u.]

Natasha: Eh Pompuan kau jgn step baik and alim...menyampah sial.. [step tak main ah...but memang seadainya ku dikenali sebagai Discent Nonsence]

MiSsY: Ok. sesungguhnya aku wanita Islam yg berpegang pada ugamaku.Islam mengajar aku utk berbuat baik pada org yg aniaya kita walaupun hati kita sakit.[ haiz im relax whereas shes vry mad]

Natasha: Menyampah siak...Such a bitch![i tot bitch wasnt for me??]

MiSsY:Ok..Aku cume melaksanakan tanggung jawab sebagai wanita Islam yang soleh...[tired of her nonsence]

Natasha: I hope your relationship wont last.. [is it my relation or urs tt not gonna last,should i show her my capabilities??I might reconsider flirting with her bf...bingo!]

MiSsY: Ok.Thanks for d complement.[im not moved by ur speech]

Natasha: Rabak siak compliment pun tak tahu spell..[i bet u urself eva spelt certain words wrongly, cummon not every1 is perfect...if u think u r so perfect tell me y arent there any1 scoring a perfect score for english?]

MiSsY: Thanks for editing my spelling.[lame lah dis gal]


I sat down with Faz and we chatted...he cried but pls I dun even believed in his tears.I showed him wateva msges tt i send to her and ask him to read all the msges she sent me.I just dun wanna things to be bad..that gal told him that I started vugarities first.how can tt be possible when Im being very sarcastic...omg..sad2...d ringtone of my sms broke d silent environment.

At starbucks....when im with him....

Natasha: Hey Bitch, jgn lupe tunjuk faz msg aku so that he can hate me..pompuan sial..you dont deserve any good treatment..May your relationship with him not last.. [i dun need to show hes reading it..cos hes besides me]

MiSsY: Ok sure no prob..[stupidity brings failure lil miss natasha]

Natasha: Mcm Sial nye Betina..Bitch[Bitch? finally she thinks im pretty wow!...thanks]

MiSsY: Ok..Thanks.[im flattered by her words]

Natasha: Bitch, eh lupe bitches selalu lawa2 kau tak...so tak leh panggil kau Bitch. Bitch.[shes calling me bitch again..funny rite]

MiSsY: Ok. No Problem...[wateva suits u...]


Faz call her and ask her why she used Bitch on me and cursing our relationship? she asked my bf to read all the msges tt i sent her ...and that i started all first...and my faz said he oraedy did and he saw I never use any vulgarities against her...then she goes umph ah...shes trying to bad mouth me....aha....Thanks god for making him believe in me for this time.

After Faz call her..

Natasha: Eh betina, kau memang nak faz thinks negatively about aku kan..I hope your relationship doesnt work..[no he read it himself, justice will soon be revealed]

MiSsY: Ok..thanks[aha, im juz too relax]

Natasha: Bitch. Perangai kau memang mcm sial..I believe Faz will still trust me...[faz trust u or not i dun care.I want him to know the truth]

MiSsY: Ok..Wateva...[I noe im a winner not a loser, i dun need to make the first move to be a winner]

Natasha: Bitch kau tak tahu ke kalau kau break ngan dia dia leh dpt gal anytime, tapi kalau kau tak tahulak...[aha i dunnoe cos he havent got any gal for 8mths after his breakup with his previous ones before me, and me I dun need to have bf as long as i knew I've got my guys and gals frens to stay by my side..]

MiSsY: Hmm ok...thanks for the info[redundant info,sigh think back-hes d one who look upon me pleading me to go back to him]

Natasha: Hey Bitch your boyfren did eva sound me when you and him were together....so d gatal... [i knew hes tt kind of man]

MiSsY:ok...[oops my bf a big jerk]

When I reached home i got another msg frm her just before i go to bed

Natasha:Bitch,oops!U cant be called a bitch huh..like i said bitches lawa2..so pompan, kau jaga fazli baik2 eh.Kau mmgtalam dua muka.Perangai sama dgn setan.Dunno how 2 appreciate everything tt he had done 4 u.Hope you guys wont last long so that he wont hav 2 suffer with ppl lyk u.Slamat![If i cant be called a bitch, y bother to call me a bitch then]

MiSsy: Ok..sure[Haiz...talking abt talam...i think it is a kueh.Green color on top and pulut at the bottom...erm im not sure...I'm hungry]



Conclusion: Shes wanted to provoke me n make me angry.But she failed.The secret is Ustaz Noor Tijany have eva taught me that bile kite marah atau rasa dianiaya, beristifar lah didalam hati.It really works.Doa n solat itu penting dlm menegakkan iman kita.Im not as sad as before.I can still move on cos I know this is nothing.

Im shattered thanks khairil and azura for being with me...love u guys thanks diy....i love u too

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